Good Morning, Friends!
I’m home sick today. Would you believe I had to promise my mother last night that I wouldn’t go into work today? I was always the kid trying to go to school, even if I had a high temperature and was feeling miserable. Maybe that has a little to do with my perfectionist tendency, but I know that it had more to do with worrying about what I was going to miss and fearing falling behind the rest of the class. I was never able to just rest easy and relax.
Anyway, I started feeling sick on Sunday and tried to rest in bed and read. From Sunday afternoon until the early hours of this morning I had a constant headache that wouldn’t go away. Thank goodness it finally seems to be gone (knock on wood).
Against Rob’s wishes I went to work yesterday. There’s a big meeting going on today that I had to help prep for. I went in knowing that I could always leave if I had to. I just wanted to get a few things done to help my coworkers. Everything seemed to be taking an extra long time for me to complete, due to the headache and then my temperature starting to rise. It seemed to be one obstacle after another situating itself between me and getting myself out the door. By the time I made it out of the office after 2PM I thought I was barely going to be able to make it home. Luckily, there was no traffic at that time. I whizzed home and plopped on the couch for the rest of the day.
In between episodes of sleep, I watched a few holiday movies that had been building up on the DVR. By late evening I was starting to get worried because I wasn’t feeling any better at all. Rob is away on a business trip, so there was no one to watch out for me. My mom called to check in around that time. It’s like she has radar. I hope that I can be as good of a mom one day. We think that I might have caught a bug, but this also seems to be what happens to me when I’m under a lot of stress. My body just shuts down on me.
There’s one main source of stress in my life right now and I’m working on fixing the problem. To be honest with you, my friends, I’ve been having some of my eating issues lately and I know that they stem from the stress. My body physically shuts down, but emotionally I shut down too. Rob had to pull me off of the stairs leading into the attic on Sunday because I was just standing on them crying with worry about the coming work week.
So, that’s where I’m at right now. I’m not sitting here moping around today though. I’m trying to stay positive and know that I’ll get myself into a better situation. I’m going to relax, hopefully get rid of this bug and think about the good things coming in the near future. Rob and I are thinking of moving this coming spring/summer, so I’m excited about our new home and being able to decorate it together. I think that it will make me feel like it’s ours instead of me just living in Rob’s house, the way that I do now. We’re looking in an area that reminds me of my home in CT. I think that it would make for a little less home-sickness. By the time January hits it will be 8 short months until my sister’s wedding. I know those months will be filled with good times together leading up to the big day. I also have a few creative things up my sleeve. I’ll share them as they come along. 😉
So, it’s now time for this girly to cuddle up with a mug of hot tea and rest for a bit.
By the way, you know I’m sick when I let you see me with bed head, glasses and no makeup at all. 😉
I hope that you had a great weekend and that a wonderful week is in store for you.